Ehrlich Steinberg is pleased to present the solo exhibition, A Cloud That Bites by Rotterdam-based British artist Lou Lou Sainsbury. The exhibition includes a newly commissioned multi-channel video installation, sculpture, photography and drawing.

Constructed around two semi-fictionalized characters - Sunbeam and Fowelley - A Cloud That Bites moves between a historical and imagined past, reconstituted through Sainsbury’s own understandings of present and future lifespans. Throughout the exhibition, the artist evokes the spirits and figures of trans ancestors, describing a “process of making communion and communication with the dead”. Drawn from Clarice Lispector’s 1942 novel Near to the Wild Heart in which the narrator confessionally recalls dreams of being “above the rain”, A Cloud That Bites roots itself in Sainsbury’s own experiences of her body, encounters of touch and what she speaks of as a “pain in my chest”. The exhibition explores this through varying states including climate crisis anxiety, living in an ‘unnatural’ body, dysphoria, trans sociality, trans death, the category of human in relation to the weather and desire to become almost-nothing, to become mist.

These states are personified in Sainsbury’s reconstruction of two semi-historical, semi-fictionalized figures that materialize, repeat and overlap throughout the exhibition. Sunbeam - an invocation of the trans ancient Roman empress, Heliogabalus - sits in the window in puppet form with a split and restitched body. Featuring as the main character in Sainsbury’s 2024 film A Fantastic Body, installed in the upstairs gallery, Sunbeam is shown being made and unmade as their body is stuffed with objects collected by the artist. These include peach pits for a brain, locks of the artist’s hair, pharmaceutical hormones and ceramic rib bones. The film shows Sainsbury both handling the rib bones outdoors in mud and washing them in a domestic kitchen sink.

Installed in the gallery’s upstairs office, a collection of ceramic bones, illuminated by a yellow glow, now rests clinically on top of a glass table. Reminiscent of religious relics and suggestive of divine alien autopsy, the bones embody a simultaneous historic and futuristic quality.

Fowelley - departing from the Middle English poem, Foweles in the frith - manifests as a “more-than-human saint” whose bones, coat and bottled body scent scatter the gallery. Fowelley appears as flesh, inanimate material and spiritual relic, evocative of Christian mystical traditions. Placed within an antique cabinet, Fowelley’s scent, made in collaboration with artist Gabi Dao, faintly mists continuously through the gallery. Condensed into a perfume, the work references ‘Osmogenesia’, the phenomenon of a sweet smell emanating from deceased saints. A mixture of natural and synthetic perfumers ingredients, the scent recalls forests, mushrooms, gasoline, rain, ocean air and animalic sweat.

A logic of repetition, copies and doubles encapsulates the exhibition. The infesting peach pits act as stand-ins for brains, Sunbeam and Fowelley’s pearls are at once tears, as are the raindrops hanging from rope, steel stars mirror weathervanes, ceramic bones act as hangers, puppets become “real” and fictional ancestors enter the present. Car Seat, an anthropomorphic sculpture positioned with its back to visitors, stands on its hind legs with its chest confrontationally stretched out.

These trickster-esque copies are grounded in Sainsbury’s understandings of queer and trans theory and experience today. The artist re-routes the concept of the “trap”, a slur used on platforms such as 4chan and reddit to describe a ‘passing’ trans woman as a ‘trap’ to lure heterosexual men. Body diary I and III (2024), autobiographical prints on transparent mylar show Sainsbury in her bedroom and studio. The prints connote the ritualized documenting and sharing of images within the trans community via online platforms to self-represent their bodies, experiences and transformations.

Extracts from the artist’s 2024 poem A Cloud That Bites punctuate the gallery. Moving across its walls, the spray-painted wax letters begin above the entryway with brain says and end in the corner of the final upstairs room with parasitic girl. They reflect Sainsbury’s overarching investigation into how bodies, the self, language and in-/animate objects inhabit, reproduce and continually haunt space. This architectural intervention is further realized through Celestial Boymode, an acid yellow light source installed in the gallery’s two skylights. The cast yellow light references the weather modification technique known as ‘cloud seeding’ which chemically changes the amount or type of precipitation that falls from clouds, most commonly achieved through the use of the bright yellow colored chemical compound silver iodide.

A Cloud That Bites foregrounds the ongoing permeability between Sainsbury’s film, sculptural, photographic, and drawing practices. The exhibition speaks to passages of life and death, resurrection/revival, communion, possessions and invocations, exploring the transformative properties of a body that lives in and of the weather.

A Cloud That Bites is generously supported by the Mondriaan Fund and Amarte Fund.

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Lou Lou Sainsbury (b. 1994; London, UK) lives and works between Margate, UK and Rotterdam, NL. Sainsbury received her MA in Art Praxis from the Dutch Art Institute in 2021 and her BA in Moving Image at the University of Brighton in 2016. Previously she was an associate artist at Open School East (2017). Previous solo exhibitions include DESCENDING NOTES/LIKE RAIN IN THE ABYSS at Roodkapje, Rotterdam, NL (2023); Earth is a Deadname at Gasworks, London, UK (2022) and Humber Street Gallery, Hull, UK (2022) and my hole is the place where i call myself a mother at Well Projects, UK (2021). Recent performances and group exhibitions include descending notes (Video Library) at Rencontres Internationales, Paris/Berlin, FR/DE (2023); INTRA (depend on me, bby) at Ugly Duck Gallery, London, UK (2023); descending notes - Except for Caresses at Alchemy Film and Moving Image Festival, SCT (2023) and Whitstable Biennale, Whitstable, UK (2022). Recent publications and press include Trans Sexuality #12, Almanac Jounal of Trans Poetics, FR (2023) and How to Sleep Faster #13: Empathetic Earth, Arcadia Missa Publications, UK (2023). Sainsbury has been the recipient of numerous grants and awards, including Mondriaan Fonds (2023) and Freelands Gasworks Partnership Programme (2021- 2023).



Installation view. A Cloud That Bites by Lou Lou Sainsbury, 2024.


Installation view. A Cloud That Bites by Lou Lou Sainsbury, 2024.


Installation view. A Cloud That Bites by Lou Lou Sainsbury, 2024.


Lou Lou Sainsbury, Body Diary 20231016_215625 dolls 4 dolls, 2024. Pigment print on mylar, edition 1/3 + 1 AP, 16 1/4 x 10 1/8 in (41.3 x 25.7 cm).


Lou Lou Sainsbury, Body Diary 20220215_153807 girl sword (spring time), 2024. Pigment print on mylar, edition 1/3 + 1 AP, 16 1/4 x 10 7/8 in (41.3 x 27.6 cm).


Lou Lou Sainsbury, Body Diary 20231231_183717 the first truth is in the earth and the body, 2024. Pigment print on mylar, edition 1/3 + 1 AP, 16 1/4 x 10 1/8 in (41.3 x 25.7 cm).


Lou Lou Sainsbury, brain says, 2024. Wax, spray paint, dimensions variable.


Installation view. A Cloud That Bites by Lou Lou Sainsbury, 2024.


Lou Lou Sainsbury, Sunbeam Doll, 2024. Hand-dyed needle felted sheep’s wool, tumeric, madder root, wooden marionette controller, sewing needle, embroidery thread, freshwater pearls, human hair, stoneware glazed ceramic bones, peach pits, progesterone tablets, estradiol gel packet, dental model teeth, car auto part, dried dandelions, dimensions variable.


Lou Lou Sainsbury, Sunbeam Doll, 2024. Hand-dyed needle felted sheep’s wool, tumeric, madder root, wooden marionette controller, sewing needle, embroidery thread, freshwater pearls, human hair, stoneware glazed ceramic bones, peach pits, progesterone tablets, estradiol gel packet, dental model teeth, car auto part, dried dandelions, dimensions variable.


Lou Lou Sainsbury, because the rain passes through me, i am the highest form of pure love, 2024. Wax, spray paint, dimensions variable.


Installation view. A Cloud That Bites by Lou Lou Sainsbury, 2024.


Lou Lou Sainsbury, The Wind Unravels Us - Clothes Hanger, 2024. Stoneware glazed ceramic, hot rolled steel, rope, knots, house paint, dimensions variable.


Detail. Lou Lou Sainsbury, The Wind Unravels Us - Clothes Hanger, 2024. Stoneware glazed ceramic, hot rolled steel, rope, knots, house paint, dimensions variable.


Installation view. A Cloud That Bites by Lou Lou Sainsbury, 2024.


Lou Lou Sainsbury, For the ways things stretch around each other, 2024 Wax, spray paint, stoneware glazed ceramic, metallic silk organza, pillow, 18 x 26 x 9 in (47 x 66 x 23 cm).


Lou Lou Sainsbury, you touch me, 2024. Wax, spray paint, dimensions variable.


Lou Lou Sainsbury, The Wind Unravels Us - To The Flesh Removed, 2024. Stoneware glazed ceramic, shoelaces, hot rolled steel, rope, knots, house paint, dimensions variable.


Detail. Lou Lou Sainsbury, The Wind Unravels Us - To The Flesh Removed, 2024. Stoneware glazed ceramic, shoelaces, hot rolled steel, rope, knots, house paint, dimensions variable.


Lou Lou Sainsbury, u give me wood for unbuilding the house, 2024. Antique radio cabinet, wax, spray paint, stoneware glazed ceramic, peach pits, paper, text, watercolour pencil, antique glass perfume bottle, Fowelley’s Scent perfume (made in collaboration with Gabi Dao), 30 x 20 x 50 in (76 x 51 x 127 cm).


Lou Lou Sainsbury, u give me wood for unbuilding the house, 2024. Antique radio cabinet, wax, spray paint, stoneware glazed ceramic, peach pits, paper, text, watercolour pencil, antique glass perfume bottle, Fowelley’s Scent perfume (made in collaboration with Gabi Dao), 30 x 20 x 50 in (76 x 51 x 127 cm).


Detail. Lou Lou Sainsbury, u give me wood for unbuilding the house, 2024. Antique radio cabinet, wax, spray paint, stoneware glazed ceramic, peach pits, paper, text, watercolour pencil, antique glass perfume bottle, Fowelley’s Scent perfume (made in collaboration with Gabi Dao), 30 x 20 x 50 in (76 x 51 x 127 cm).


Detail. Lou Lou Sainsbury, u give me wood for unbuilding the house, 2024. Antique radio cabinet, wax, spray paint, stoneware glazed ceramic, peach pits, paper, text, watercolour pencil, antique glass perfume bottle, Fowelley’s Scent perfume (made in collaboration with Gabi Dao), 30 x 20 x 50 in (76 x 51 x 127 cm).


Lou Lou Sainsbury, u give me wood for unbuilding the house, 2024. Antique radio cabinet, wax, spray paint, stoneware glazed ceramic, peach pits, paper, text, watercolour pencil, antique glass perfume bottle, Fowelley’s Scent perfume (made in collaboration with Gabi Dao), 30 x 20 x 50 in (76 x 51 x 127 cm).


Lou Lou Sainsbury, The Wind Unravels Us - Peach Pit Coat, 2024. Trench coat, glass beads, glass imitation pearls, freshwater pearls, peach pits, thread, crochet pussy, sheep’s wool, tree root, rope, stoneware glazed ceramic, hot rolled steel, knots, house paint, dimensions variable.


Lou Lou Sainsbury, The Wind Unravels Us - Peach Pit Coat, 2024. Trench coat, glass beads, glass imitation pearls, freshwater pearls, peach pits, thread, crochet pussy, sheep’s wool, tree root, rope, stoneware glazed ceramic, hot rolled steel, knots, house paint, dimensions variable.


Detail. Lou Lou Sainsbury, The Wind Unravels Us - Peach Pit Coat, 2024. Trench coat, glass beads, glass imitation pearls, freshwater pearls, peach pits, thread, crochet pussy, sheep’s wool, tree root, rope, stoneware glazed ceramic, hot rolled steel, knots, house paint, dimensions variable.


Detail. Lou Lou Sainsbury, The Wind Unravels Us - Peach Pit Coat, 2024. Trench coat, glass beads, glass imitation pearls, freshwater pearls, peach pits, thread, crochet pussy, sheep’s wool, tree root, rope, stoneware glazed ceramic, hot rolled steel, knots, house paint, dimensions variable.


Detail. Lou Lou Sainsbury, The Wind Unravels Us - Peach Pit Coat, 2024. Trench coat, glass beads, glass imitation pearls, freshwater pearls, peach pits, thread, crochet pussy, sheep’s wool, tree root, rope, stoneware glazed ceramic, hot rolled steel, knots, house paint, dimensions variable.


Lou Lou Sainsbury, Clothes Hanger, 2024. Stoneware glazed ceramic, 10 1/4 x 1 1/4 x 4 1/2 in (26 x 3.2 cm x 11.4 cm).


Installation view. A Cloud That Bites by Lou Lou Sainsbury, 2024.


Installation view. A Cloud That Bites by Lou Lou Sainsbury, 2024.


Lou Lou Sainsbury, Car Seat, 2024. Car seat, 8 1/2 x 20 1/4 x 51 1/4 in (21.6 x 51.4 x 130.2 cm).


Lou Lou Sainsbury, Car Seat, 2024. Car seat, 8 1/2 x 20 1/4 x 51 1/4 in (21.6 x 51.4 x 130.2 cm).


Lou Lou Sainsbury, This Cloud, 2023. Colouring pencil, paper, blusher makeup, 10 1/4 x 13 3/4 in (26 x 35 cm).


Lou Lou Sainsbury, eat me and die so i can grow out of you and be beautiful, 2024. Wax, spray paint, dimensions variable.


Installation view. A Cloud That Bites by Lou Lou Sainsbury, 2024.


Lou Lou Sainsbury, Rib Bones, 2024. Stoneware glazed ceramic, dimensions variable.


Detail. Lou Lou Sainsbury, Rib Bones, 2024. Stoneware glazed ceramic, dimensions variable.


Lou Lou Sainsbury, Everything delicious is stripped of its flesh, 2024. Peach pits, stoneware glazed ceramic, filing cabinet, 25 x 15 x 52 in (63.5 x 38.1 x 132.1 cm).


Detail. Lou Lou Sainsbury, Everything delicious is stripped of its flesh, 2024. Peach pits, stoneware glazed ceramic, filing cabinet, 25 x 15 x 52 in (63.5 x 38.1 x 132.1 cm).


Installation view. A Cloud That Bites by Lou Lou Sainsbury, 2024.


Lou Lou Sainsbury, i have decided to begin growing dandelions, i am their mother, 2024. Wax, spray paint, dimensions variable.


Lou Lou Sainsbury, A Fantastic Body, 2024. Double-channel 2K video, painted wash, peach pits, color, sound, dimensions variable, 10:40 minutes, loop, edition 1/2 + 1 AP.


Lou Lou Sainsbury, A Fantastic Body, 2024. Double-channel 2K video, painted wash, peach pits, color, sound, dimensions variable, 10:40 minutes, loop, edition 1/2 + 1 AP.


Lou Lou Sainsbury, A Fantastic Body, 2024. Double-channel 2K video, painted wash, peach pits, color, sound, dimensions variable, 10:40 minutes, loop, edition 1/2 + 1 AP.


Lou Lou Sainsbury, parasitic girl, 2024. Wax, spray paint, dimensions variable.


Lou Lou Sainsbury, Everything delicious is stripped of its flesh, 2024. Peach pits, dimensions variable.


Installation view. A Cloud That Bites by Lou Lou Sainsbury, 2024.

Photos: Evan Walsh